Godspeed You! Panda Emperor - I Don't Think I Ever Sincerely Feel Depressed Anymore

I realize now that my name might be misleading, but I like my header too much to change it.

Also, I'm going to be offline for a few years.
December 15, 2012 is my return date. See you all then.

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Thu Nov 18

I Don’t Think I Ever Sincerely Feel Depressed Anymore

For me, depression is just the standby mode when there are no other latent/active emotional shenanigans going on in my head.

“Oh, looks nothing’s going on” -> depression

Not to say I don’t have periods where I’m happy, but that’s usually caused by external influences. Otherwise I slip into this pseudo-depression that occasionally feels so fabricated I wonder if I only affect it to keep myself from getting bored. I can’t even trust the reality of my negative emotions anymore.

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